Oh gosh I wanted to cry at first. He would slam my cervix without even thrusting hard. It hurt pretty bad. :( but I’m also really small so it’s an interesting combo. Just over time I got used to it. Pretty sure my cervix was bruised at first though. But I will admit I did like the pain. I definitely couldn’t give a descent blow job whatsoever at first. It was pitiful lmao. Just practice and discovery. I just realized I forgot to to state what my fav position was. It would be doggy or anything with Alpha behind me just turns me on soooo much. :) if you’re interested I would definitely give it a try. Just be really cautious when meeting people online. I want you to always be safe.