le sigh
i wish i loved sex as much as my followers/ the people i follow…
sex is so damn hard for me, its like my ego doesn’t want to let go or give in and let someone have me.
i know what i like kink wise and by myself it can arouse me
but when i try to get involved in wolf its like my whole ego is screaming no, don’t let anyone claim/take/have you
maybe im afraid of being used
i honestly have no idea
does anyone else ever feel this way?